mardi, novembre 17, 2009

T-Swizzle 4 Life!

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

mardi, octobre 27, 2009

Stuck in My Head

Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester - Good Girls Go Bad

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad

I know your type
You're daddy's little girl
Just take a bite
Let me shake up your world
'Cause just one night couldn't be so wrong
I'm gonna make you lose control

She was so shy
Till I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
You were hanging in the corner
With your five best friends
You heard that I was trouble
But you couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad

I know your type
Boy, you're dangerous
Yeah, you're that guy
I'd be stupid to trust
But just one night couldn't be so wrong
You make me wanna lose control

She was so shy
Till I drove her wild

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I heard that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad

Oh, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance

Yeah, she got away with the boys in the place
Treat 'em like they don't stand a chance
And he got away with the girls in the back
Acting like they're too hot to dance

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
The good girls go bad, yeah
Good girls go bad
I was hanging in the corner
With my five best friends
I thought that you were trouble
But I couldn't resist

I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go bad
I make them good girls go
Good girls go bad
Good girls go bad
Good girls go

dimanche, octobre 04, 2009

I'm just wondering, out of curiosity, how many people still read this blog? A show of hands please?

Please show your "hands" by commenting so I know you're there. Thanks.

vendredi, septembre 25, 2009

More Glee!







Glee!

Finn: Do you wanna talk about it?

Rachel: No, and neither do you. It's kinda ironic how you're Mr Popular and I'm just this nobody that everybody makes fun of, but I have enough confidence to say out loud that what happened between us in the auditorium was real. You have feelings for me and you just don't have the guts to admit it.

mercredi, septembre 02, 2009

15 Defining Books in Your Life

I'm actually responding to Lareina's tag here, because my Facebook is just fucked and I don't know why. Plus, I'm too lazy to make an actual note and I don't know who else would care about the books I've read.

1. The Tale of Troy - I won this when I was 9 for being best in English. This was the book that singlehandedly kickstarted my obsession with Greek mythology and history. I still wish I could have majored in Greek and Roman civilization.

2. An Artist of the Floating World - 'A' Level literature introduced me to Kazuo Ishiguro and I just fell in love with how he told his stories. Sometimes, it's about taking the long way around.

3. Ariel - Another result of 'A' Level literature, this taught me that there were no rules when it came to creativity.

4. Great Expectations - This saw me through years of bullying by my foster mom's kids, even though it was only the abridged children's version I read. Later, the movie with Ethan Hawke and Gwyneth Paltrow captured my imagination even further [even though it wasn't that great, it was about seeing the book I loved come to life and as a child I was easily impressed].

5. The Bloody Chamber - I was liberated by this book I had to read for a Women's Studies class. This just eff-ing blew my mind. The moment I spotted Danielle in PoH reading the same book, I knew she was cool, and that we would hit it off. We did (:

6. The Prince - Have you ever read a book and simply agreed with everything that was said? This was the book for me.

7. Romeo and Juliet - A decade after reading it, I can still quote from it verbatim. This taught me the difference between loving the idea of being in love, and actually being in love.

This is tough...I'm less than halfway through and I don't even know if I can find that many books.

8. I Know Why the Caged Bird Sings - It's just a book everyone has to read.

9. How Stella Got Her Groove Back - This is how my 'black fever' started. For a 12 year old, the tone was so liberating, the colloquial way it was written was refreshing, and it made me wish I could have cornrows in my hair.

10. Sweet Valley - That damn series that Lareina introduced to me when I was 8 led me to this downward spiral when it came to romance books later. It's all your fault, Larie!

11. It Had to be You - This introduced me to the wonderful world of Susan Elizabeth Phillips, for which I am grateful because it led me to the bestest da jie ever in Aud. SEP and Rachel Gibson are the only romance authors that I actually like enough to want to get their books, and track when their next releases are.

I'm struggling not to turn behind now, because if I take a look at the bookshelf, then the books I pick later are not gonna be all that defining, right?

12. The Faraway Tree series/The Naughtiest Girl in School - These are the books that I can still pick up and enjoy as an adult. Or maybe I just have very childish tastes. Whatever it is, Enid Blyton was an amzing author.

13. Matilda - It inspired my love for books and made me want to be just like Matilda. I think that if I'd never read it, my life would be very different. Which is exactly what defining books should be like, right? Duh. But I guess I mean that I doubt I would have read that many books if I had not read Matilda.

I feel like I haven't read anything defining once I became an adult..oh dear. What changed my life? What would reflect the last few years of my life?

Based on the last question...

14. Kitchen Confidential - Yes, I am really that interested in food. And I believe it was this book that made me realize just how awesome food literature would be.

15. Pride and Prejudice and Zombies - I feel like this most accurately reflects my tastes as a reader. I love the classics, romance...and the kooky.

There, finally I finished. Now let me take a look at the shelf to see if I missed anything else. Surprisingly, I actually didn't find anything that made me go...aw damn, should have put that in. So now you know, whoever you are, if you exist to begin with, that these 15 books are truly those that defined my life.

lundi, août 31, 2009

It's so interesting to see how a year after graduation, our lives have changed so much. Some parts have remained the same, some took detours, but for most part, there's been more change than we would like to admit. Friends are starting new chapters of their lives with their loved ones - some are moving in together, others are proposing or thinking about proposing. So happy to see them all settled.

I wish I could say the same for myself. I'm still meandering in the huge, wide ocean of life. I wish things could be more settled, but only time will tell. Surprisingly, the one place I feel the most at peace is church on Sunday afternoons. Maybe it's the familiarity, because it's right next to where my first primary school was situated, and was where I was first exposed to the idea of mass and service, or maybe because the structure and discipline of the service acts as some sort of anchor to make sure I don't float away. For the past few months, I just feel so lost, and like a huge failure, but I know that I am strong, and I have to be strong, and I will get through this somehow, some way.

Anyway, while I'm on this break, I'm trying to read lots and lots. Right now, in my quest to learn more about the religion, I am reading Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis. I'm also reading The Man Who Ate Everything by Jeffrey Steingarten, the former food editor at Vogue. I really got into food literature after reading Anthony Bourdain's Kitchen Confidential and Julie Powell's Julie and Julia. I got Steingarten's book and Powell's second book, Cleaving, at Kinokuniya the other day when they were offering 20% discounts for members. What I love about the boy is his philosophy on books. We can cut down on our spending for everything else, but not on books. I got my two food literature books, and he got his french Tintin books. I'm also reading the latest Rachel Gibson, True Love and Other Disasters, but I've read that before. Only two more books I think, and I complete my Rachel Gibson collection.

Anyway, in rediscovering Mere Christianity, I realise that there's many books that I haven't read, especially books that people gave me for my 21st birthday. I haven't read Emma or Anna Karenina, I'm only halfway through Dorothy Parker [and then never got back to it]. That's not including the books I got from Aaron, and the books I got while on exchange. I still fondly remember the amazing secondhand bookstores in Charlottesville where I got all my books on Greek philosophers and history.

But after I finish reading the books I am reading now, the next lucky book is Rebecca, by Daphne du Maurier. We got that at the beginning of the month, from the PageOne bookstore at Vivocity. All the books waiting for me to be read makes me happy, and that's a little spark of happiness for me. Everyone's whining about not having enough time to read for leisure anymore, so if anyone still reads this, what books are you reading, or are there any books you're dying to read and why? I think it would be interesting to find out why.

p.s. We caved and got a Wii, even before we saved enough money to do so. But Challenger was offering a really good deal and we couldn't resist. And being the freaks that we are, we named it Socrates!!!

mercredi, août 12, 2009

It's the climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa